Flipping through pages of a younger life

Scrolling through memories of a better life

If I could go back and warn whats ahead

I would say don't go right, girl turn left

Oo, Butterfly Effect

Oo, Where would my life had lead?

Remember a time when I was bulletproof

Cause I was too young to have anything to loose

When Dad still scared the monsters under my bed

Cause they hadn't figured put yet how to get in your head

Before jealousy took over my anxious heart

Before a friendship was torn apart

Before I lived in a house that wasn't my home

Before I knew what it was like to be truly alone

Oo, Butterfly Effect

Oo, Where would my life had lead?

It wasn't my show, ya know I didn't want to go that night

But I was too scared to think you thought I didn't care so I didn't fight

Another time, you rolled your eyes when I changed my mind and I said no

When I backed out, trust your doubt, cause here I am still alone

I said back then, I don't keep friends, watch my warning signs

You pretend my cars aren't there, out of sight, out of mind

Months have past, you think it wouldn't last, the pain you burnt on me

Ghosts of my past still hunt me in my sleep

Oo, Butterfly Effect

Oo, where would my life had lead?

So I sit in my room and I stare at photos

I look back and regret it took so long to notice

I wish when I saw your face, it didn't hurt

Your words still eat away at my soul, as time goes by I get worst

Oo, butterfly effect

Oo, where would my life had lead?

Oo, butterfly effect

Oo, give me a different life instead